2024 10 03
One weird abstract thought I often revisit is the sheer amount of events happening all over our solar system at any given moment. Like a tree falling in the woods with nobody around to see it, there are so many epic and amazing things happening right now, as you read this, that nobody will ever know about. Massive storms on Jupiter bigger than our entire planet; rocks colliding into other rocks at speeds we can only imagine; long-scrapped human-made exploration devices so remote and lonely, existing in a void without any planet nearby to give them a sense of belonging. And all of this just within our own home system, which, while relatively close, still remains largely a mystery to us due to the remarkable size and distance.
Once you start to view the Milky Way in the sky and get a better sense of the scale we exist in, things quickly get impossible to comprehend. Then, when you consider our galaxy system is one of billions of other galaxy systems, each comprised of billions of stars and likely trillions of planets, itās no wonder we mere humans have a countless number of Gods we call on to meekely attempt to make some sense of the whole thing.
-Clayton
Brian setting up his telescope. St Germain, Wisconsin. July, 2024. Ā© Clayton Hauck
One weird abstract thought I often revisit is the sheer amount of events happening all over our solar system at any given moment. Like a tree falling in the woods with nobody around to see it, there are so many epic and amazing things happening right now, as you read this, that nobody will ever know about. Massive storms on Jupiter bigger than our entire planet; rocks colliding into other rocks at speeds we can only imagine; long-scrapped human-made exploration devices so remote and lonely, existing in a void without any planet nearby to give them a sense of belonging. And all of this just within our own home system, which, while relatively close, still remains largely a mystery to us due to the remarkable size and distance.
Once you start to view the Milky Way in the sky and get a better sense of the scale we exist in, things quickly get impossible to comprehend. Then, when you consider our galaxy system is one of billions of other galaxy systems, each comprised of billions of stars and likely trillions of planets, itās no wonder we mere humans have a countless number of Gods we call on to meekely attempt to make some sense of the whole thing.
-Clayton
2024 10 01
Notes From a Podcast (a semi-regular ongoing series??)
PhotoWork with Sasha Wolf episode 82 - Matthew Genitempo
While editing an endless pool of images, I often listen to Sashaās great podcast full of interviews with fine art photographers (is there a better label than fine art photographer? photographer, I guess?). I feel the need to specify: not commercial photography, which is what Iām personally more familiar with. This was a standout episode and very much worth a listen, however the following things stood out prominently.
One: Matthew said he gives himself a geographical boundary and then goes out to make work and see what comes back; see what the pictures are telling him, instead of going out and trying to illustrate a picture he has in his head. His recent book project (Dogbreath) was made in Tuscon, Arizona because he was drawn to the distinct sunlight quality and unique urban setting (you see things that are new to you and it sparks your imagination). He visited a school and found the local photo students were not as excited about their own familiar city as he was. Each morning, heād begin his day with a jog and use it to scout the territory and even meet people that became subjects in the book.
I love all of this and strongly agree with the sentiments. My own personal project began this year with āIllinois outside of Cook Countyā as my boundaries. Quickly, Iāve learned these boundaries are likely too large, however, Iāve also been listening to what the images are telling me, and themes and ideas are slowly emerging and my approach is adapting. Hopefully next year I will have more time to dedicate to this project, but I loved hearing and learning from Matthewās experiences in his existing book projects.
Two: Sasha made an amazing baseball player slump analogy. When a player isnāt performing, usually either their mechanics are off or they are pressing. They are trying to hard and overthinking it, instead of going on instinct. An artist works best under the same circumstances. Let the ball come to you and make contact. Donāt force it.
This analogy is amazing and I strongly agree with it. The other day, I was discussing my approach with a friend and explaining to him how, on my smaller shoots, I operate mostly on feel, while doing everything myself. Lights go up, find an angle, find a power setting to match some settings on the camera, ambient lights are considered, emotions of the subject are considered, etc, etc, all mostly on auto-pilot. Comparing this to approach to my commercial jobs, where the final direction and style are usually pre-determined and there is a crew constantly awaiting your direction isnāt always an easy task for me, because my intuition is to feel it out first, then act.
Three: Thereās a quote from Judith Joy Ross that Matthew loves and thinks of as one of the formative ways he looks at photography and helped open him up: āI have a large beautiful wooden camera. Iām a quick talker and I can convince people in a few seconds because Iām sincerely interested in them, but I am more interested in capturing what I see in them. Itās not that I want to be their friend, itās that I see their life and itās amazing and I want to put it in an image. Itās a short but deep connection. Then I go back to being alone, but have one more lighting bug in a bottle. One more piece of evidence as to who we are.
This is beautiful and I aim to internalize this sentiment and allow it to help me in my process. Often, my instinct is to make photographs of people without them being aware of it. This is an approach which is increasingly frowned upon my a society sensitive to a constant and over-bearing surveillance. I love the idea of better connecting with my subjects and then lowering the barriers to allow them to be themselves. This is my approach on every commercial project I undertake and thereās no reason I canāt also bring it into my personal work. Even if it takes more effort and wonāt always work, I think itās worth the effort.
Two final details that I jotted down and enjoyed:
Robert Adams talks about āthe gift pictureā ā¦ one image that sort of ties a project together and you can work off of.
Sasha: āThereās drudgery in every dream jobā ā¦ on packing books into boxes all, day, long. Or, in my case, committing to write daily about it all.
-Clayton
Moonlight over the horizon. St Germain, Wisconsin. July, 2024. Ā© Clayton Hauck
Notes From a Podcast (a semi-regular ongoing series??)
PhotoWork with Sasha Wolf episode 82 - Matthew Genitempo
While editing an endless pool of images, I often listen to Sashaās great podcast full of interviews with fine art photographers (is there a better label than fine art photographer? photographer, I guess?). I feel the need to specify: not commercial photography, which is what Iām personally more familiar with. This was a standout episode and very much worth a listen, however the following things stood out prominently.
One: Matthew said he gives himself a geographical boundary and then goes out to make work and see what comes back; see what the pictures are telling him, instead of going out and trying to illustrate a picture he has in his head. His recent book project (Dogbreath) was made in Tucson, Arizona because he was drawn to the distinct sunlight quality and unique urban setting (you see things that are new to you and it sparks your imagination). He visited a school and found the local photo students were not as excited about their own familiar city as he was. Each morning, heād begin his day with a jog and use it to scout the territory and even meet people that became subjects in the book.
I love all of this and strongly agree with the sentiments. My own personal project began this year with āIllinois outside of Cook Countyā as my boundaries. Quickly, Iāve learned these boundaries are likely too large, however, Iāve also been listening to what the images are telling me, and themes and ideas are slowly emerging and my approach is adapting. Hopefully next year I will have more time to dedicate to this project, but I loved hearing and learning from Matthewās experiences in his existing book projects.
Two: Sasha made an amazing baseball player slump analogy. When a player isnāt performing, usually either their mechanics are off or they are pressing. They are trying to hard and overthinking it, instead of going on instinct. An artist works best under the same circumstances. Let the ball come to you and make contact. Donāt force it.
This analogy is amazing and I strongly agree with it. The other day, I was discussing my approach with a friend and explaining to him how, on my smaller shoots, I operate mostly on feel, while doing everything myself. Lights go up, find an angle, find a power setting to match some settings on the camera, ambient lights are considered, emotions of the subject are considered, etc, etc, all mostly on auto-pilot. Comparing this to approach to my commercial jobs, where the final direction and style are usually pre-determined and there is a crew constantly awaiting your direction isnāt always an easy task for me, because my intuition is to feel it out first, then act.
Three: Thereās a quote from Judith Joy Ross that Matthew loves and thinks of as one of the formative ways he looks at photography and helped open him up: āI have a large beautiful wooden camera. Iām a quick talker and I can convince people in a few seconds because Iām sincerely interested in them, but I am more interested in capturing what I see in them. Itās not that I want to be their friend, itās that I see their life and itās amazing and I want to put it in an image. Itās a short but deep connection. Then I go back to being alone, but have one more lighting bug in a bottle. One more piece of evidence as to who we are.
This is beautiful and I aim to internalize this sentiment and allow it to help me in my process. Often, my instinct is to make photographs of people without them being aware of it. This is an approach which is increasingly frowned upon by a society sensitive to a constant and over-bearing surveillance. I love the idea of first better connecting with my subjects and then lowering the barriers to allow them to be themselves. This is my approach on every commercial project I undertake and thereās no reason I canāt also bring it into my personal work. Even if it takes more effort and wonāt always work, I think itās worth the effort.
Two final details that I jotted down and enjoyed:
Robert Adams talks about āthe gift pictureā ā¦ one image that sort of ties a project together and you can work off of.
Sasha: āThereās drudgery in every dream jobā ā¦ on packing books into boxes all, day, long. Or, in my case, committing to write daily about it all.
-Clayton
EPISODE LINKS:
podcast link: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3jMjkuu3kPl0N8GxX3tEZZ
photographerās website: https://www.matthewgenitempo.com/dogbreath-1
to read: Core Curriculum https://books.apple.com/us/book/core-curriculum/id949942181