2025 02 27
Mister Tom Musick performs at Weegee’s. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Last night I was out too late and drank a few too many beers. The long and the short of it is that I think we’re giving the photobook shop a go. Or, at least the concept of what will hopefully become a physical space at some point down the line. More to come.
-Clayton
2025 02 26
Another Busted Car. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
I know y’all are here for the gripping Busted Car Content so I will keep it coming.
-Clayton
2025 02 25
Eggs. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
This is not a political blog…
-Clayton
2025 02 24
Streator, Illinois. November, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
Lately, I’ve been pondering excessively about what to focus my energies towards. Fortunately, I think my self-imposed marching orders have more or less been made and I am now on a path, for the remainder of the year at least, to see where it takes me.
One deterrent to creating new work is the internal struggle towards judging the work you haven’t yet created! Will it be unique enough? Will it be original? Will it stand out in a world so saturated with content it’s quite impossible to even comprehend!? The quote below, while clearly written in a time prior to social media, Ai, and content factories, helped bring some sanity to my overworked brain:
"Even in literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you will, nine times out of ten, become original without ever having noticed it."
-C.S. Lewis
-Clayton
2025 02 23
Another busted car. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
This car hasn’t moved once as long as I’ve had my photo studio across the alley, so approx. three years. It’s a dumb observation that makes urbanist me go a bit crazy, in that we give away so much of our environment in support of parking underutilized and decaying automobiles.
-Clayton
2025 02 22
Woman in window. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
Watching the world go by.
-Clayton
2025 02 21
Another Christmas tree to toss into the landfill. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
2025 02 20
The Kickback play an acoustic set at See You Soon. Chicago, Illinois. December, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
In doing a lot of “research” towards shooting motion, I’ve also been watching and discovering a ton of youtube channels. There’s a lot of great stuff out there, which is both inspiring and concerning (from a business mindset)! This lil gem from Mandelbro below popped into my feed and was a much needed breath of fresh air on a day like today where the world sure does feel as though it is falling apart.
He touches on the idea in the video, but my decision to open a photo studio three odd years ago remains one on of my favorites yet. While it’s been an insane amount of work, wildly challenging, and realistically far too expensive to justify, the new connections and life paths it has opened up for me have me it all worthwhile. Here’s hoping this year’s pivot to video will provide some similar gains, as I know the time, energy, and money required is going to be daunting.
-Clayton
2025 02 19
Off-season tune-up. Somewhere in Northern Illinois. March, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
This video by Bryan Birks is nice and is inspiring me to get back on the road asap. So many ideas I hope to explore in the not-too-distant future…
Also, I’m realizing I need to do a far better job of documenting where I make images as I make them.
-Clayton
2025 02 18
I’m doing a lot of thinking and researching into video lately as I re-shape my approach to photography back towards motion-first. As always, doing the work and putting in the reps are vastly more important than anything you will learn sitting on the couch, however, I must say I am a bit humbled by the sheer level of quality being displayed by some young youtube video creators these days. The quality of work being made by one person in a bedroom is now equal to what a team of specialists would be called in for not long ago. Time, of course, is still the required x-factor, but Ai will continue to put a dent into that part of the equation as well.
The video below by Gawx is both a fourteen-minute long ad for laptops and a beautiful video about art and creation. It is both infuriating and mesmerizing. It is both an example of what I should be focusing my own career towards and everything I hate about what I do. It’s complicated, impressive, and seemingly has broken my brain.
What I keep thinking about is my own career path.
Have you had your ad break today? Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
I’m doing a lot of thinking and researching into video lately as I re-shape my approach to photography back towards motion-first. As always, doing the work and putting in the reps are vastly more important than anything you will learn sitting comfortably on the couch, however, I must say I am a bit humbled by the sheer level of quality being displayed by some young youtube video creators these days. The quality of work being made by one person in a bedroom is now equal to what a team of specialists would be called in for not long ago. Time, of course, is still the required x-factor, but Ai will continue to put a dent into that part of the equation as well.
The video below by Gawx is both a fourteen-minute long ad for laptops and a beautiful video about art and creation. It is both infuriating and mesmerizing. It is both an example of what I should be focusing my own career towards and everything I hate about what I do. It’s complicated, impressive, and seemingly has broken my brain.
What I keep thinking about is my own career path.
When I began in this business, all the of content was made by a few old men with large support structures (filled with both full-time staff and freelance help) doing most of the work. These men owned buildings and got wildly rich. The barriers to entry were as tall as skyscrapers. I witnessed and participated in the very tail end of this era, working as an editor/assistant/webmaster/casting aide/etc before putting in my resignation and going out on my own with a new digital camera in hand. It was clear this model was dying and I would myself become a part of what killed it.
The new era which shaped me was filled with a larger number of younger men and women doing more of the work ourselves and keeping far less overhead. Nobody owned buildings, budgets were more modest but still robust, and freelancers were used anytime more help was needed on larger productions. Realistically, this era ended with Covid and we are now firmly in a new era, which people like myself are still a bit behind in understanding.
The current era is filled with millions of people, of all ages, all over the world motivated to make good work and fueled by a boom in affordable tools to do so. Cameras and lighting were once a barrier to entry but are now more of a bump in the road. Anything you want to make can be done with time and some youtube tutorials. It’s both amazing and terrifying, as the structures that were once in place to regulate prices and standards have crumbled like a sand castle at high tide. Making a living in this era will largely be tied to how large and dedicated your personal audience is and far less by how good you are at lighting or camera operating (this stuff helps but without an audience, you’re just one of thousands of people capable of doing it). To get an audience, you need a voice. A unique angle. Consistency. You need to be interesting and authentic. Say wild things, be provocative. Grab them by the pussy and be put in charge of the nation.
I’m still digesting all of this myself and figuring out where I stand in this landscape. At the end of the day, I know making things is what brings me joy and makes me happy, gives me purpose. I could do it for thousands of dollars or I could do it for free and be just as happy (shoutout to my agent). This is my edge but it’s no longer all you need to make it all work. You need a voice. You need to communicate clearly and gain an audience. You need a … blog?
-Clayton
2025 02 17
Many photographers I know have too much time on their hands these days.There are two ways to combat this: productively and unproductively.
Unproductively is easy. There is no shortage of games, content, distractions and doomscrolling at your disposal and always within reach. I’ve witnessed photographers fly too close to the information sun and lose their minds. The brain cannot handle having access to any and every piece of information it seeks. ChatGPT will tell you whatever you want to hear and the internet will generate whatever angle fits your desired narrative to click on in exchange for a small sliver of the attention-economy pie.
Productively is much harder, of course. There’s a trap in thinking you can simply continue doing what you did previously and everything will work out just fine (I’ll forever have an image of the old film photographer yelling at the bar about how everyone is putting all of our secrets on the internet for anyone to see—if we could only stop that everything would be fine once again!). The landscape is always changing and the economics evolving even more so.
Many photographers I know have too much time on their hands these days.There are two ways to combat this: productively and unproductively.
Unproductively is easy. There is no shortage of games, content, distractions and doomscrolling at your disposal and always within reach. I’ve witnessed photographers fly too close to the information sun and lose their minds. The brain cannot handle having access to any and every piece of information it seeks. ChatGPT will tell you whatever you want to hear and the internet will generate whatever angle fits your desired narrative to click on in exchange for a small sliver of the attention-economy pie.
Productively is much harder, of course. There’s a trap in thinking you can simply continue doing what you did previously and everything will work out just fine (I’ll forever have an image of the old film photographer yelling at the bar about how everyone is putting all of our secrets on the internet for anyone to see—if we could only stop that everything would be fine once again!). The landscape is always changing and the economics evolving even more so.
I’m in a phase now where I’m trying out all sorts of things (planting seeds) to see if any of them stick. As with anything, time and dedication are required. Oftentimes this doesn’t feel very productive.
“Do something connected to photography every day of your life and you’ll be surprised what happens,” said Richard Avedon to me and this blog was born. One year later and here we are, not a single project has come of it! Why?!
“Nobody wants to read about you complaining about the photography market,” my friend Jack consults me. He’s half right but the half he’s right about is the half that matters: put the type of work out into the world in which you want to be paid for. Easier said than done, of course, but the point is that me complaining about stuff on the internet will only draw frustrated eyes looking for a pity party. Yelling about how corrupt and doomed we are politically-speaking might give me an audience, but they’re only going to want to hear the message that drew them to me in the first place, which is not productive.
I posted an image of Wade up top and noticed he’s got a new website coming. I, too, came to the realization that a new portfolio website is needed (maybe it’ll stop the emails I get for people wanting free commercial photography? Maybe nothing will stop that.). This is my current priority: rebrand myself, clean up and elevate my image, and likely most importantly learn to communicate my wins opposed to just dwelling on the losses. These are not groundbreaking insights but sometimes keeping yourself busy and focused is the best thing you can do. I have so much to be excited and thankful for, and I’ve long shunned talking about that stuff, for one complicated reason or another. That’s bad for business! In this wintry economic climate, we need to stay laser focused on keeping the business running, or risk relegation to the doomscroll-content factory.
-Clayton
2025 02 16
Winter light. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
There’s a high-contrast look to winter sunlight that I quite like. No leafed-out trees to filter and soften the sun. No wet and wispy clouds to add texture to the backdrop. Just the raw and real elements. Take it, or hop a flight down south, and leave it.
-Clayton
2025 02 15
Sawyer & Cortland. Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
This light made me stop in my tracks and snap a photo.
-Clayton
2025 02 13
I’m going to sound like a boomer for a moment but I must say, I will never take for granted the sheer amount of things that happen, out of sight, in order to enable our lives to be smooth and easy. Easy is a very relative term, but that’s not my point. While it may feel like the world is rapidly spinning out of control at the moment, it is perhaps helpful to consider things could be far, far worse. It helps me, at least. A chicken in every pot.
-Clayton
Moving things; ill wandering; somewhere outside Streator, Illinois. November, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
I’m going to sound like a boomer for a moment but I must say, I will never take for granted the sheer amount of things that happen, out of sight, in order to enable our lives to be smooth and easy. Easy is a very relative term, but that’s not my point. While it may feel like the world is rapidly spinning out of control at the moment, it is perhaps helpful to consider things could be far, far worse. It helps me, at least. A chicken in every pot.
-Clayton
2025 02 10
Recently I had a creative breakthrough that is really carrying me lately.
M U S I C
I know, I know. It’s not a very profound realization, however, I kinda forgot how much music has driven my creative impulses over the years. I got into a-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l of this largely because of music… shooting video and editing it to music. Making photos of nights revolving around music. Music drove everything!
I’m fortunate that I’ve found my own creative voice over the years but lately very much feel like I’m at a crossroads of sorts, both for personal and environmental reasons. Music has both helped keep me on course and inspired me to explore new paths. This year will surely be a defining one for me in a number of ways, but I’m fortunate to have rediscovered my love of music to help me navigate it.
-Clayton
How ‘bout them boys? The Bobcat Boys. See You Soon. Chicago, Illinois. October, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
Recently I had a creative breakthrough that is really carrying me lately.
M U S I C
I know, I know. It’s not a very profound realization, however, I kinda forgot how much music has driven my creative impulses over the years. I got into a-l-l-l-l-l-l-l-l of this largely because of music… shooting video and editing it to music. Making photos of nights revolving around music. Music drove everything!
I’m fortunate that I’ve found my own creative voice over the years but lately very much feel like I’m at a crossroads of sorts, both for personal and environmental reasons. Music has both helped keep me on course and inspired me to explore new paths. This year will surely be a defining one for me in a number of ways, but I’m fortunate to have rediscovered my love of music to help me navigate it.
-Clayton
2025 02 09
Dave, game day ready. Chicago, Illinois. September, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
Enjoy the big game, the big cheese, the big event, the big night, the big show, the big meal, the big bevvies, the big cahuna.
I wonder if, now that America is deciding it doesn’t want to run the world or police the world, we’ll become more modest in our sporting-event habits?
There is only so much money you can juice from the public before there is no more juice to squeeze, after all.
Anyway — Go team! I’m just here for the nachos.
-Clayton
2025 02 08
Shelby and her snake friend. Chicago, Illinois. October, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
I’ve been living at the studio lately. Not sleeping, but here a lot. I’m writing this from here.
This very much feels like a make or break year for me when it comes to being a photographer. I’ll always be a photographer, of course, but the one who has a fancy studio and does big budget jobs? That might be nearing its end. Or maybe not. I can’t say, as most of the factors are completely out of my control. The good news is that I have no shortage of ideas on how to keep on keeping on and am more motivated than ever to do cool, fun, weird, art.
Life will happen and I will adapt, as humans do.
We don’t really like what you do.
We don’t think anyone ever will.
It’s a problem that you have.
And this problem made you ill.Listen up and I’ll tell you a story.
About an artist growing old.
Some would try for fame and glory.
Others aren’t so bold.The artist walks alone.
Someone says behind his back:
He’s got his gall to call himself that!
He doesn’t even know where he’s at!
Daniel Johnston, a forever favorite, was more wise than I will likely ever be.
Why do you only do that only? Why are you so odd?
-Clayton
2025 02 07
Another Busted Car. Chicago, Illinois. December, 2024. © Clayton Hauck
Have I posted a Busted Car yet this year? I don’t think so!
I still need to find the time to do a test run of zines. I’ll probably use some Busted Car photos to fill the pages. They continue to call to me for reasons I don’t fully understand. A sign of the times, perhaps.
Also, I think it’s only a matter of time before minivans are cool again. Sure, nobody is having kids anymore but everyone loves their big fucking cars. Plus, they are more comfortable to live inside of!
-Clayton
Update: I did already post one, and it was the same car! See: 2025 01 13
2025 02 06
I’ll admit it, my strategy for keeping sane during the early days of Trump’s second term has been rapidly deteriorating the last few days. Talk of tariffs on our allies and a takeover of Gaza had me doomscrolling and contemplating the need to find a new home more than I’d like to admit. Avoiding the coverage morphed into obsessing over it and my mood began to match.
Fortunately, amidst the doom scrolling, I was reminded by Senator Chris Murphy that this is precisly Trump’s plan: to distract and overwhelm while they sneak through the actual agenda. Then, today, this great video below popped into my feed. Ezra managed to calm my nerves and restore some sanity.
While this storm is far from over, it’s a valuable lesson that we should keep calm and carry on, as our friends across the pond (who surely will soon be threatened with tariffs or much worse) so like to say.
-Clayton
Caution: Falling Ice, Tariffs, Invasion, Nuclear War… Chicago, Illinois. January, 2025. © Clayton Hauck
I’ll admit it, my strategy for keeping sane during the early days of Trump’s second term has been rapidly deteriorating the last few days. Talk of tariffs on our allies and a takeover of Gaza had me doomscrolling and contemplating the need to find a new home more than I’d like to admit. Avoiding the coverage morphed into obsessing over it and my mood began to match.
Fortunately, amidst the doom scrolling, I was reminded by Senator Chris Murphy that this is precisly Trump’s plan: to distract and overwhelm while they sneak through the actual agenda. Then, today, this great video below popped into my feed. Ezra managed to calm my nerves and restore some sanity.
While this storm is far from over, it’s a valuable lesson that we should keep calm and carry on, as our friends across the pond (who surely will soon be threatened with tariffs or much worse) so like to say.
-Clayton