2024 08 24
Iāve been busy lately. A bit too busy to keep up all my side projects, like this here blog. Iām noticing that lately Iām writing more and more about me. Why Iām doing this or thinking that. While I guess this is fine, it wasnāt the main intention of the project. Becoming a better writer was a core objective, so I guess if writing about myself is what helps me do thatāfine.
Yesterday, we got word that we didnāt book a large project that my intuition had me feeling good about. At first, my intuition said we werenāt really in the mix, but if I wrote a really good treatment, it might make us a contender. Sure enough, the writing nearly put us over the finish live, though we ultimately came up a bit short. Itās a weird profession, commercial photography, filled with lots of politics and intangibles, but I kind of like that about it. At the end of the day, to me, the photos are what matters. But in life, itās often more about how you get to where youāre going than anything else.
I have enough going on, like getting married in a few weeks and blogging daily, to fill my time. Filling my bank account is the part that Iāll miss about this one, though the project wouldāve been a challenging one, which I think I wouldāve excelled at, so ultimately a rewarding one as well.
Jumping to my next train of thought I had this morning: the challenges of becoming an aging photographer. While I do think Iām being awarded fewer jobs in part because Iām not as young as I used to be, the struggle is more internal, for me. Increasingly, Iām getting the sense that I need to find something different to dedicate the remainder of my productive life to, because photography (at least how I practice it) is physically demanding and my body will eventually call it a wrap. Because of this, Iāve been more attracted to the ideas of bar ownership (probably also physically demanding, how I would approach it) or writing (letās be honest, not super realistic in terms of making a livingāhave you seen this blog?!). The obvious solution, however, has been sitting right in front of me all along: motion directing.
This morning, Iām departing for Maryland (really, I should be packing right now, not blogging) to take part in a tourism production next week. Iām driving, because Iām a proper Midwesterner (and have a car full of gear), so Iāll have a lot of time to stew on this idea of what I probably should be focusing my time and attention on. Video is what got me into this line of work in the beginning. Iād always wanted to direct and make movies, yet Iāve spent the last two decades avoiding video production as much as I possibly can! Figuring out what is at the core of this Resistance (imposter syndrome, laziness, social anxiety) will help free me to gain some newfound career freedom for my next two decades on this journey called life.
Final takeaway from this morning: I need to be more funny. Nobody, aside from perhaps my mom, has the interest in hearing me drone on about myself for this long! Yeah, Iām doing this here blog solely for me, but I can at least make it a bit more entertaining. Now, I gotta go pack!
-Clayton
Living the high life. Chicago, Illinois. May, 2024. Ā© Clayton Hauck
Iāve been busy lately. A bit too busy to keep up all my side projects, like this here blog. Iām noticing that lately Iām writing more and more about me. Why Iām doing this or thinking that. While I guess this is fine, it wasnāt the main intention of the project. Becoming a better writer was a core objective, so I guess if writing about myself is what helps me do thatāfine.
Yesterday, we got word that we didnāt book a large project that my intuition had me feeling good about. At first, my intuition said we werenāt really in the mix, but if I wrote a really good treatment, it might make us a contender. Sure enough, the writing nearly put us over the finish live, though we ultimately came up a bit short. Itās a weird profession, commercial photography, filled with lots of politics and intangibles, but I kind of like that about it. At the end of the day, to me, the photos are what matters. But in life, itās often more about how you get to where youāre going than anything else.
I have enough going on, like getting married in a few weeks and blogging daily, to fill my time. Filling my bank account is the part that Iāll miss about this one, though the project wouldāve been a challenging one, which I think I wouldāve excelled at, so ultimately a rewarding one as well.
Jumping to my next train of thought I had this morning: the challenges of becoming an aging photographer. While I do think Iām being awarded fewer jobs in part because Iām not as young as I used to be, the struggle is more internal, for me. Increasingly, Iām getting the sense that I need to find something different to dedicate the remainder of my productive life to, because photography (at least how I practice it) is physically demanding and my body will eventually call it a wrap. Because of this, Iāve been more attracted to the ideas of bar ownership (probably also physically demanding, how I would approach it) or writing (letās be honest, not super realistic in terms of making a livingāhave you seen this blog?!). The obvious solution, however, has been sitting right in front of me all along: motion directing.
This morning, Iām departing for Maryland (really, I should be packing right now, not blogging) to take part in a tourism production next week. Iām driving, because Iām a proper Midwesterner (and have a car full of gear), so Iāll have a lot of time to stew on this idea of what I probably should be focusing my time and attention on. Video is what got me into this line of work in the beginning. Iād always wanted to direct and make movies, yet Iāve spent the last two decades avoiding video production as much as I possibly can! Figuring out what is at the core of this Resistance (imposter syndrome, laziness, social anxiety) will help free me to gain some newfound career freedom for my next two decades on this journey called life.
Final takeaway from this morning: I need to be more funny. Nobody, aside from perhaps my mom, has the interest in hearing me drone on about myself for this long! Yeah, Iām doing this here blog solely for me, but I can at least make it a bit more entertaining. Now, I gotta go pack!
-Clayton
2024 02 26
Video gets most of the attention these days, however, a well done project using still photography and words is way more impactful in my humble opinion. Video allows the viewer to become passive, while static words and imagery sets the scene and forces the viewer to stay engaged ā allowing their own brain, filled with memories and emotions, to fill in gaps and build a more dense narrative.
Again, in my humble opinion. It takes more effort, though, and distractions are a dime a dozen these days, so we mostly want our content served up to us in video format.
This ProPublica story which popped into my inbox this morning had me floored by its brilliance and tragedy. Such a masterfully done example of the power photojournalism still has when time and energy is dedicated to it. Photographer Stacy Kranitz is forever a favorite of mine and this story is why. Powerful images paired with unvarnished truth, moving us to better understand the world we live in and are a part of.
Please take a moment to take in this project! https://projects.propublica.org/the-year-after-a-denied-abortion/
From the Editorās Note: Mayron said she let journalists document her life in intimate detail because she wanted people to āsee for themselves and feel it in their own livesā her familyās struggles in raising two babies after a traumatic pregnancy and while recovering from a history of addiction.
-Clayton
A High Life bottle sits atop a bar table at Reedās Local, Chicago, Illinois. January, 2024. Ā© Clayton Hauck
Video gets most of the attention these days, however, a well done project using still photography and words is way more impactful in my humble opinion. Video allows the viewer to become passive, while static words and imagery sets the scene and forces the viewer to stay engaged ā allowing their own brain, filled with memories and emotions, to fill in gaps and build a more dense narrative.
Again, in my humble opinion. It takes more effort, though, and distractions are a dime a dozen these days, so we mostly want our content served up to us in video format.
This ProPublica story which popped into my inbox this morning had me floored by its brilliance and tragedy. Such a masterfully done example of the power photojournalism still has when time and energy is dedicated to it. Photographer Stacy Kranitz is forever a favorite of mine and this story is why. Powerful images paired with unvarnished truth, moving us to better understand the world we live in and are a part of.
Please take a moment to take in this project! https://projects.propublica.org/the-year-after-a-denied-abortion/
From the Editorās Note: Mayron said she let journalists document her life in intimate detail because she wanted people to āsee for themselves and feel it in their own livesā her familyās struggles in raising two babies after a traumatic pregnancy and while recovering from a history of addiction.
-Clayton